He just keeps getting better

Every time I see him... :0)


















These were not from my show...but there little goodies to enjoy!

Gummi Bear

A Gummi Bear Chandelier, what could be more awesome than that?

It's ladies night....oh what a night

LADY SURVEY
A night of being broke and bored. Thanks to a friend on myspace I now have something to do...

♥ Do you sleep in your bra?
If I do it's a sports bra

♥ Do you enjoy drama?
Other people's, not mine

♥ Does your myspace password have to do with a boy?
yes...but its not what your thinking

♥ Are you a girly girl?
ya, and other times sadly no. Like say my childhood between the ages of 11-13

♥ Small or big purses?
That's a toughy I love both, for the most part bigger purses...I carry a lot of shit around

♥ Do you think you’re conceited?
No, I wish I was conceited though, things would be much easier

♥ Did you dress up on Halloween?
I try to dress up every Halloween and probably will till the day I die

♥ Are you double jointed?
No, but I can rotate my elbows, they do this weird turn out thing that most people's don't do

♥ Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
In a bath tub

♥ Do you call anybody by their last name?
Not really, maybe one or two people

♥ Do you wear makeup?
Kinda...I go through periods of wearing none...but when I do where makeup its not all that much.

♥ Ever cried at a movie theater?
Yes...many a time

♥ Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
only if I concentrate really hard

♥ Do you think Ryan Sheckler is cute?
who the fuck is ryan sheckler?

♥ Have you ever been called a bad influence?
Never

♥ Eyeliner or Mascara?
Both...one should not exist without the other

♥ American Eagle or Hollister?
neither..but if I had to pick...Hollister...cute beach boys where it

♥ Heels or flats?
Flat's whenever I can get away with it

♥ Skirts or jeans?
I'm a jeans girl all the way. But a skirt is awesome when your feeling sexy

♥ Socks or leggings?
Knee Highs are the best

♥ Hoodies or jackets?
Both, it depends on my mood

♥ Heels or sneakers?
sneakers if I can help it. But a cute pair of heels can make you feel so confidant.

♥ Straight or curly hair?
For years I would have said straight, But I have learned to except my big wavy hair...so I will have to go with both

♥ Hoops or dangling earrings?
I rarely wear earrings but if I do..it has to be dangling.

♥ Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
I wouldn't say no to a hot blond or light haired guy, but there is something really hot about a dark haired guy.

♥ Are you currently frustrated with a guy?
Nope

♥ Do you have a best friend?
Not so much anymore. I have really close friends, but I don't see them enough to be best friends. I'd have to say right now my sister is my best friend

♥ What do you think about the person you like?
I think I should grow some balls and have more than a 3 minute conversation with him

♥ Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
sadly yes, But I recently decided my nose is not all that bad.

♥ Do you like your life?
Yes, I think I am pretty damn lucky

♥ Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
Yes, at a club...I had to pee really bad and the girls line was just ridiculous. So I just went in the guys bathroom. It was funny because they actually all seemed kind of embarrassed.

♥ Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yes, when my dogs were put to sleep and when my grandma died

♥ Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
All the time

♥Do you ever wish you were famous?
yessum


IN A BOY:
♥ Cowboy or Gangster?
Cowboy...how do you resist a man who wears chaps

♥ Preppy or Punk/Goth?
Both..very cute

♥ Well-educated or Dropout?
Doesn't matter to me

♥ Contacts or Glasses?
Either are cute

♥ Funny or Serious?
Has to with out a doubt make me laugh...but know when to stop and be serious if needed

♥ Romantic or Daredevil?
Both are sexy

♥ Cute or Hot?
I'm okay with both...cute is usually what I go for though...Hot guys can be annoying sometimes.

♥ Long or short hair?
short

♥ Good Dancer or Good Singer?
singer for sure

♥smoker or non-smoker?
I don't really care either way, but if he is a smoker he better carry breath mints.

♥ Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports car?
Sports car...I get the whole motorcycle appeal, cause it is sexy but I know to many guys that have gotten badly hurt on them and it scares me.

Have you ever been in handcuffs, sexually?
Not yet



Who was your last myspace message from?
Sang

Who was the last person to text you?
Katie

Who was the last person you had a phone conversation with?
my Pops

When is your birthday?
May

Where is one place that you'd like to visit?
Bora Bora

If Myspace made you pay would you still use it?
Nope

Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
I think I was asked this already

Who is your number one on myspace and why?
Janine...cause family comes first

Whose graduation will you be attending next?
what kind of question is this?

Would you ever consider piercing your lip?
Probably not

How is your room looking?
like I live in it

Have you ever gotten a sunburn so bad it hurt to move?
I have gotten a sunburn so bad that I got a bubble

Do you toss & turn for hours at night or fall right to sleep?
It depends if I'm stressed out or not

Have you ever used a bow and arrow?
not yet, but I really want to

Has anyone ever hung up on you?
Yes, my parents..I think that's very funny

Do you have unlimited texting?
NO!

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
RADIOHEAD AT THE HOLLYWOOD BOWL

Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
yes I do....I could be wrong...but I do think I would be a good wife.

Do you fall for people easily?
This guy once told me that I was a "hard coconut to crack"

When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends?
ten seconds ago...I live with her

Do you have any siblings?
Yessum

When was the last time you got a flower(s)?
the end of June, from my job

Do you laugh at all the wrong times?
It's not the wrong time to me

What does the 4th text in your inbox say?
"OMG i think i caught ur sleepy bug i cant stay awake 2 save my life!"



What are you listening to?
Radiohead

Would it hurt seeing someone make out with the last person you kissed?
Absolutely not if I can apply this question to the creep who shoved his tongue down my throat at the Detroit bar the other night...that was just uncalled for dude.

Did you speak to your father today?Yessum


How many months until your birthday?
like ten

Do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
absolutely

When was the last time you cleaned your room?
about a week ago

How did you wake up this morning?
grouchy needing more sleep

Have you lost friends in the past year? How do you feel about that?
Yes I have, I'm really sad about it but ready to move on....

Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?
Hope so

Have you kissed someone with braces?
Yessum

If you could change your eye color what would it be?
I wouldn't, I love my eye color...they change with my mood ;0)

Was today a good day?
It was okay...without the fucking customers it would have been just peachy

Has the opposite sex been in your room before?
ya

Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you?
I usually sleep alone, but if I'm babysitting my nephew likes to sleep in the bed with me.

Why are you not going for the person you want?
Because I am so shy sometimes it sickening. I get stupid when he is around.

Have you made out with anyone in the last 2 weeks?
Nope. I still don't count the creep from the bar last weekend...that was unwillingly and unwanted on my part

Pet Peeve

Scenario

I am in the same room with someone. Let's just call her "Flo", for the sake of the story. I am occupied doing something, let's say reading. And "Flo" is occupied doing something different, like cutting paper. "Flo" begins to chuckle really loud or say things like "I can't believe that". I put my head from my book and look at "Flo"(because she obviously wants me to acknowledge that she wants to tell me something) and ask "what's so funny?". She looks at me and says "oh nothing". So I go back to reading my book. Then "Flo" busts in with "So last night I went here and did this and it was so funny". At that point I want to throw my book at "Flo" because why couldn't she just tell me when I put the book down and asked her what was so freaking funny. This irritates me so bad that now, because this has happened so much to me, I refuse to acknowledge anyone who won't flat out just tell me what they want to say. So for now on, when the "Flo's" giggle to themselves and make little comments hoping that I will ask them "what?", I now ignore them amd enjoyingly listen to them squirm like they are going to bust. This might not be the greatest trait of mine, but it sure makes me laugh with how hard they try to get me to ask them.

A True Starbucks Experience

I work in a spa by the beach. We have all different shapes and sizes of people that come to have services with us and are not shy with their bodies. In fact they are quite proud of them. I see everything from boobs to pubes in the locker rooms. Part of my job is to adhere to the customers when they request things, meaning having to have conversations with them in their birthday suits or even relay messages to them while they are spread eagle in the sauna and steam rooms.(Women of course, they don't allow me in the men's locker room)My point being naked bodies don't embarrass me or really make me uncomfortable anymore. I went to Starbucks the morning before last and was waiting for them to make my Venti Black Shaken Ice Tea when I noticed the woman in front of me had a cute little baby hanging from her in one of those cozy holder things. She turned around and was breast feeding her child, like you do, without anything covering her up and like it was nothing. She said sorry but every time she takes her boob away from the child he freaks out. I was kind of like okay whatever, I've seen a woman breast feed before. But then the baby decides he’s done and lets go exposing his mother for the whole coffee shop to see. This woman very nonchalantly, just starts walking around with her boob hanging out. Her drink was up, she grabs her drink and started eating her food with her boob just in plain sight and hanging there. Everyone was kind of like what the hell. Then she proceeded to turn to me and say "I really like your top, it's very cute" while her boob was just chilling out there. Before this job I would have been embarrassed and been like "excuse me can you please tuck it away, I prefer to not see areola today", But then I realized I was oddly un-phased by it. But what I kept thinking was, who does that? At least the women in the spa are behind closed doors. Not at a coffee shop where people trying to enjoy their lattes with milk are now having thoughts of breast milk running through their minds. Gross! Seriously,Who does that? Apparently crazy OC moms do.

Sing it John!

To quote my favorite and always eloquent John Clayton Mayer:


"I'm done with broken people, this is me I'm working on...I've been lonely but I know I'll be okay"


These words couldn't be more true at this moment in time.